There’s a very likely possibility that I’ll be involved in a church plant within the next two years, so naturally my mind drifts in that direction quite often. The thought of church planting evokes numerous responses within me but two stand out above the others:
I’m terrified that my work ethic is pathetic and that church planting requires people who work to the max.
I’m terrified that my life will on be on display to an entire body of Christians - I don’t want to let them down.
I’m terrified of the responsibility of having to teach the Bible with the deepest integrity every single week.
I’m terrified of displaying authentic orthopraxy.
I’m terrified of loving people, especially those who tick me off.
I’m terrified of all the massive social concerns our country faces.
I’m terrified of working with other Christians who don’t agree with me.
I’m terrified of trying to balance out a humble orthodoxy.
I’m terrified of the possible limits to which my body, mind and emotions will be stretched.
I’m terrified of building my own empire.
I’m convinced that God is the creator of the universe and Jesus is his son and King.
I’m convinced that the creation needs to respond rightly.
I’m convinced that God will judge those who do not respond to his rule.
I’m convinced that God not only rules but that he is also in the business of rescuing us from that wrong relationship.
I’m convinced that the church is the correct expression of the gathered people who respond correctly to God’s rule and rescue.
I’m convinced that the church is to herald this great rescue and call for submission to God’s rule.
I’m convinced that God dearly loves his church - as a groom loves his bride on their wedding day.
Those are my convictions - here are my persuasions:
I’m persuaded that too many ‘churches’ today have neglected the above convictions.
I’m persuaded that too many ‘churches’ today have substituted the above convictions for other ideals and motivations.
I’m persuaded that too many ’spiritual’ people today despise the bride - wife beaters!
I’m persuaded that too many churches today lack authenticity.
I’m persuaded that fresher expressions of the church are needed to brighten up the landscape.
I’m persuaded that the urban centers of South Africa are significantly under-churched by churches which hold the above convictions.